No Fear in Love

"If we will only surrender ourselves utterly to the Lord, and will trust Him perfectly, we shall find our souls "mounting up with wings as eagles" to the "heavenly places" in Christ Jesus, where earthly annoyances or sorrows have no power to disturb us." - Hannah Whitall Smith

Though I've been serving CIs, for 5 times, I'm still so nervous and am afraid of experiencing the failures or facing difficulties. Before serving CIs, I pray for everything related to CI, from the teachers to the children. During the personal devotional time we had, I read “I can do all things through Christ who strengthen me” (Philippians 4:13).

I'm still serving God with a little bit fear, but yet God will "make you perfect, stablish, strengthen settle you" (1 Peter 5:10). Only by casting all your fears on Him, can God work in you, giving you the desire and the power to do what pleases Him. I realize God will use His ways to use us to work for Him, and it doesn't matter if we do something wrong; I mean, if we did not do very well in our own eyes or the eyes of other's. So we don't need to be afraid regardless of being an interpreter or teaching the lessons.

The most impressive thing to me this year is the craft of the grape vine. “If we are unconnected with Jesus, then, we don't have life. As the leaf fell down from the vine (tree), it was dead.” I love this metaphor so much. It's so clear to understand and just so true! I always think that what I learn at the CI is more than what I teach the children during CIs. Walking in the word of God is quite difficult, we may fall down or be unable to trust Him. So we all are still learning and keep following Him.

I think the basic essence of everything is trust. How do we trust Him as well as the woman of Canaan whose daughter was grievously vexed with demons? And just remember, God is love. There is no fear in love!

Jacey Hsu

The One Who Strengthens

This is my second time serving in CI. It’s only the second day of Taipei CI, and I’m already exhausted. At the first day, I thought, "Wow! Things are going so smoothly this year. Children are willing to learn, hear stories and sing." But then to my astonishment, at the second day, things were out of control!

There are a pair of siblings on my team who find it difficult to pay attention. Especially the five-year-old brother, who can barely sit down during the lessons and always wants to climb on the teacher. During the first large group, he had to sit on my lap otherwise he wasn’t able to listen to the stories since he was wriggling all the time. What’s more, he was totally in his own world during the second large group and wouldn't listen to us at all. I love children. I love that they’re naïve and sincere. But honestly, when it comes to kids that are really really difficult to handle, I can hardly face them with a smile, which I know is my weakness.

On the way home, I kept thinking about the sister and the brother on my team. I thought maybe through God’s eyes, sometimes I might be the kid who often refuses to listen to Him and who needs Him to remind me over and over again. But has God abandoned me or ignored me as a result? Absolutely not! During the CI, even though I am the teacher who teaches the children, but I am also a student who needs to be taught. I think maybe God wants me to learn how to love people with patience, and He reminds me that I am not only telling the kids about the gospel, but also living like Christ.

“For I have given you an example, that you also should do just as I have done to you.”- John 13:15

We have two more days left of the CI, I believe God will lead us and work by Himself. Although I might be tired and exhausted, I know I have nothing to fear since He is with me. Just as it says in Philippians 4:13, “I can do all things through Him who strengthens me.” 

Audrey Guo

Learning Through Serving

This is the second time I teach in the CI. I was very sick and not comfortable last year. But thank God, I didn’t catch a cold this year. Teaching in CI is a difficult task for me, but I still chose to do it this year. My mom asked me why do I want to join CI for the second time. I told her that because I can help the kids get to know Christianity more, and I really love children. Last but not least, I actually learn a lot when I prepare and teach the curriculum.

This week, the people who have been the assistants the past few weeks are now team leaders. I am one of them, so I am a little bit nervous because I have to be in charge of a team. I pray to God to give me wisdom. And I know that He won’t give me any task that I can't handle. Please pray for the first time team leaders this week.

This CI is the last one for this year and some of the teachers have been taught for three weeks. Please pray that they won’t get bored and that they will have enough energy. Some of our teachers are not feeling well today, please pray for their health.

Becky Liu

Little, Big Things

As a CI teacher the past two weeks, I feel as if I learn more than what I am teaching. Born in Canada but of Taiwanese descent, using Chinese has no doubt been a challenge for me. Teaching CI and interacting with the kids in Taiwan has been both a humbling and challenging learning experience.

When I was teaching the kids on my Hsinchu CI team how to do a craft in Chinese, there was an item that I didn't know how to say in Chinese, so I just said, "zhe ge dong dong," which roughly translates to "this thing." The kids thought it was hilarious and told me "teacher, your Chinese pronounciation is not accurate!" Laughing and feeling amused with myself, I agreed.

On the first day of the Kaohsuing CI I was slightly nervous, so when I spoke in Chinese, the prononciation was a slightly off. I noticed a boy lean over to whisper something in his brother's ear. One of them turned back to me with a sly grin on his face and asked, "you're not from Taiwan, are you?"

I acknowledged that no, I was not from Taiwan. I proceded to inform them that I was born in a land far, far way and had to ride an airplane to get here. They then tried to guess where I was from. Japan? Korea? Australia? They theorized places from all over the world. When I promised I would tell them on the last day, they became even more curious. On the very last day, I finaly revealed that I was born and raised in Canada.

Being a detail oriented person, I tend to care about the details or the small things. This can be both a good and bad thing because this means I can sometimes forget to look at the big picture. However, I am grateful that our God is a God that knows the heart and thoughts of each and everyone of us as individuals. Knowing this, He has shown me His love and given me blessings in small (yet big) ways.

One example came in the form of a quiet little girl with short hair and big, soft, round eyes. One day, I felt a tiny head softly press and snuggle against my arm. When I glanced down, this little girl smiled softly and bashfully at me, giggled, and cuddled against my arm again. It was so precious. By the very last day, she was combing her hands through my hair, stretching out her tiny hand to point out the features of my face, and reaching up to press her tiny forehead againt mine and giggling when her gaze met my eyes.

I also recall chasing a very stubborn and insistent (yet adorably cute) little girl around when we were supposed to be sitting down in large group. The little sweetheart had just turned four and just wanted to go see her mommy instead of sitting down with the other kids. As I was attempting to stay calm, yet feeling slightly exasperated, I realized that all the children were singing Love Never Fails* in large group. It reminded me about what love is, as written in I Corinthians 13:4-7 (NIV):

"Love in patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not esily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserveres."

Visiting Mao Kong on our off day

Most importantly God is Love. It is my hope and prayer that all of us CI teachers can continue to brightly reflect the love of God to the children this week in Taipei. Two CI's have been completed in Hsinchu and Kaohsiung, and I am looking forward to what God has in store with the Taipei CI.

*Love Never Fails is one of the songs that was taught in this year's CI

Elisha Liu

Hope in the Lord

"Be of good courage, and He shall strengthen you heart, all you who hope in the Lord." Psalm 31:24

God is so good to keep His promises. The truth in this verse has become very real to me during this past week. There have been many moments when I was discouraged and felt that I could not keep going. But as I chose to hope in the Lord, He was faithful to strengthen my heart.

I love how God is not limited in any way. He can use anything to speak to me and encourage me. A devotional on the Antichrist, a song, spending time at the beach, answered prayer, just the right verse at just the right time, talking to Him as I gaze at the city below and the twinkling lights in the dark night.

Just today I was refreshed and strengthened by my Father in so many ways. My favourites were singing to the Lord with the rest of the team here and watching a beautiful sunset. I don't know how to put into words all the faithfulness of God that I've been experiencing, but I pray this encourages you to continue hoping in the Lord. He shall strengthen your heart!

Mary Morrison

Making a Difference

When you've done the same thing over and over again, it's easy to forget why you do it. Do the CIs really make that much of a difference in children' lives to justify the time and energy we put into it? It's a question I've been asking myself as I spend time serving in the CI this year.

It's easy for me to justify commitment to a ministry by pointing to the fulfilment it gives me, the people I enjoy working with, or the love I have for a certain country but clearly, this doesn't give the full picture. One lesson we've been teaching the children this year is about sensitivity. The point I love about the lesson is that when we are sensitive to the people around us, we are being Jesus' arms and legs. A little girl with a cut on her leg might pray for Jesus to come fix it but it is the sensitivity of a passer-by that will answer that prayer, though Jesus isn't hindered from accomplishing it Himself.

The concept of being Jesus' arms and legs has been a good reminder to me this week as I did things I didn't feel accomplished much, whether it was reasoning with a boy who insisted on chewing on Christmas lights or comforting a 4 year old screaming for her mother. It's something I'm still very much learning, that the success of our ministry can't always be quantified.

Today was the last day of our CI in Kaohsiung. As the day came to a close, a teacher came to ask if I would visit her small group to sign the children's books. The children's excitement over that simple act surprised me! Later on, a lady approached with her daughter, asking if she could snap a picture of us together. Her other daughter, already attending the Basic Seminar, stood beside her and she mentioned remembering me from when she was attending the CI. Two little incidents. But just as our ministry is sometimes through avenues that seem so small, so too do such little incidents encourage my heart and remind me of why it is so worthwhile to serve our Lord!

Jolynn Tan

Victory in Christ

This week at CI, I feel like Satan has been spiritually attacking so many of us, because it's one way to discourage us and diminish our testimony. Spiritual attacks come in the form of many things, including relationship crisis, illness, financial trouble, and reminders of personal struggles. It can also come in the form of attacking those close to you, so your heart yearns to be near them and help them instead of focusing on the ministry at hand. In the past four days, I have seen every single one of these examples happen to me or people on my team. Even on the very first day, I felt so overwhelmed by the burden of so many cares on my heart.

But I can see all those things for what they really are; distractions orchestrated by the enemy to keep me and the other teachers here from being fully committed to spreading the love of God to these precious children. In some ways, it's almost encouraging, because why would Satan attack us so hard if there wasn't a real, tangible opportunity to change these little hearts for Christ?

Last night, I shared on Facebook about some of the struggles we'd been dealing with, and asked my friends and family to pray for us. I also joked that they keep today in their prayers as well, as I was sure that Satan would send us a new challenge since he'd been very punctual every day this week! I was not "disappointed"; my wonderful assistant team leader came down sick and couldn't attend the evening session, and I began to become sick myself. It would have been so easy to just throw in the towel and say, "seriously God?"

But our Lord is faithful! Even though our team leaders were greatly reduced, God put a special blessing of calmness and attentiveness to the kids on our team, so we were able to manage with just one Chinese-speaking teacher and myself. I could feel the hand of God on our team, blessing the time we spent together. Instead of rushing around trying to wrangle small children into some semblance of a circle and attempting to make a craft without anyone hitting each other or bursting into tears, we were able to finish our crafts on time and even spend some quality time on a lesson. I felt like the kids listened their best tonight; better than any night this week.

I share this story because it's just one example in a long chain of examples of how God looks out for His own and puts a hedge of protection around those who ask for it. Satan is strong, but our God is stronger still and He's already won the victory. We do not need to fear!

Pictures in this post are courtesy of: John Huang

Elisabeth Corduan

The Rewards of Teaching

Today was a bit of a culture shock for me. In the morning we took a ferry to Cijin, a port city on a little island off of Kaohsiung. It was there where I tasted the most unique Taiwanese food yet. It was all very enjoyable! I like trying new things, although it almost seems that I am trying some new delicacy every single day here in Taiwan.

We had our devotions on the gorgeous black sand beach. During our devotion time, we talked about believing in God. We then thought of word pictures that would describe belief and drew murals in the sand depicting those word pictures.

I have learned a lot these last two weeks. This is my first time teaching children so it has been challenging at times. But it is so rewarding seeing the children who really grasp onto the aspects of God's love that we have been teaching them.

Teaching the children has been a blast. I have had an awesome time working with the other CI teachers. I am so grateful that the Lord led me here to teach on the CI team.

Jake Carriger

The Excitement of a Child

This is the second time for me to serve as an interpreter in the CI. As my week here began, I soon noticed how different everything here is compared to my regular life. My daily routine totally changed after entering college as no longer did everyone around me know about Jesus.

In our morning team devotional time here at the CI, I realized that it was a long time since I had laid down my work and put aside private time for God. I guess God had noticed that too and had brought me to the CI to be reminded of that. Putting aside time for God also reminds me to let Him control my life, instead of scrutinising my every thought and action. I received the same message when spending time with other CI teachers, “We can make our dreams come true, but that’s our dreams, not God’s. They may not be as good as His dreams for us.” It is just so important to let God control our lives!

Building relationships with kids in the CI is another challenge for me. Each of them requires attention and love but there are only three of us teachers on the team. Right from the start, it was difficult to hold their attention while at the same time demonstrating God’s love to them. I was so busy interpreting and helping the kids that I barely had time to answer in full sentences.

But just like God has created each of us different, there are many ways to convey His love. Whether it is teaching the kids to memorize a Bible verse, helping them to complete their crafts or answering their questions, God can move their hearts through each little action. I remember a kid bouncing up and down and laughing after watching me act in a skit, saying “I knew it! You were in the skit, right?” To be honest, I didn't remember seeing that little girl before, but God made her approachable for me. Her excitement filled me with thankfulness and joy and I was reminded of the amazing opportunity with have here to pour our lives into the children.

Anne Kuo

Christ's Little Ones

Today I found myself at the center of a circle of thirteen children all eagerly staring into my eyes ready to hear my lessons and stories. I love looking into the eyes of my kids because when I look into their eyes I can see myself as a child. I accepted Christ at a very young age and sense the moment of my salvation at the ripe age of six years old I have loved all things Jesus and church. I can vividly remember myself at six years old so in love with Jesus and who he is that I would ask to sing Jesus loves me as a church special every week. I see myself eagerly listening to missionaries as they tell their stories of people in far off places that we need to pray for and raising my hand every week to ask that we remember to pray for those Muslims in west Africa. I see myself running around my house singing to myself “I’m just a little girl with Jesus in my heart. My brothers and sisters are mean to me but I do not really care because… I’m just a little girl with Jesus in my heart.”

It is hard to believe that I am no longer the child in this story instead…I am the teacher. I’m the missionary telling the stories inviting the children to consider their lives and the lives of those around them.

This week in our devotions we have been going through first John and just yesterday we were posed with the question where do you see yourself in your Christian walk based on the passage from first John chapter two.  As a small child who is just accepting salvation, as a young Christian strong in faith fighting the lies of the devil or as a mature Christian firm in who God is and who he has been from the beginning. When pondering this passage I realized I have been a Christian for twenty years. I should be the mature Christian because I have known Christ from the beginning. Yes I am still young and find myself in constant battle with Satan and his lies. Yet at my heart I am still just that little girl still wrapping my mind around Jesus and His great love for me. I still have to remind myself of the lyrics to that famous song:

“Jesus loves me this I know, for the bible tells me so. Little ones to Him belong they are weak but He is strong!”

Preparing Crafts Before the Children Arrive

These little ones staring deep into my eyes are Christ’s little ones. He loves them so deeply and here I stand the teacher. It is now my task to share with them the height, the weight and the depth of God's love for them. So that they can in turn run around their house singing “I am just a little one with Jesus in my heart, even when others reject me I can still sing because I have Jesus in my heart and He is the only one who can satisfy. For this task I am completely unqualified yet in my weakness Christ is made strong.” Please pray for our kids this week that we might be vessels of Gods love that will fill these small hearts to overflowing that they can walk away knowing that Jesus does indeed love them.

Elise Glenn

A Day of Rest

Team Devotions from 1 John

I have worked with VOICE Missions in Taiwan for the past 2½ years. While I have wanted to help with the CIs before this, I never had the time. This year, God cleared my schedule and made time for me to come.

The first CI was a wonderful experience, filled to the brim with excitement. I enjoyed it very much, but it was a little tiring so having a day between CIs to rest was perfect - just what I needed to be ready for the next CI. I was able to spend time with the other CI teachers and become better acquainted with them. We had a fun time exploring the Kaohsiung Arena!

I have enjoyed working with everyone, and hearing their different ideas and experiences. Working with various people made me think about new ways to teach and love the kids. I have been challenged to think about how I demonstrate the love of God.

Our next CI in Kaohsiung starts tomorrow night! We will appreciate prayers for the health of team members as some are already falling ill.

Kristina Dzimianski

Showing God's Love

This CI was my first time acting and interpreting at the same time. I was really nervous at first, but later in the story it got interesting. I learned that it is really hard to multitask and I am not very good at multitasking.

I enjoyed acting and interpreting the story because these stories can change lives and they make the kids happy. This year is my first time to help with the CI. But I had plenty of experience helping in other camps. As opposed to other camps, the CI is full of love not only from the teachers but also from our mighty God.

At other camps in Taiwan, I couldn't be very loving to the children. I had to be very strict at those camps but the CI is different. Here, I can love the children and discipline them in a loving way. So instead of yelling at them, I just put my arms around them to help them pay attention.

One highlight of the first CI was a three year old boy who acted like a real wolf when we played the game “What is the time, Mr. Wolf?” as part of the lesson about Jesus being the Door of the sheep. The little boy held up his hands and pretended to have claws. He chased all the kids around but he didn't catch any because he was too excited about being the wolf. It was adorable!

Also during this CI, snow slowly came down from the sky. It was the first time I saw snow in Taiwan. It was breathtaking. I'm am so blessed to have this opportunity to see God working in the kids.

Pictures in this post are courtesy of: Tracy Chang

Thomas Liao