Faithful
is he that calleth you, who also will do it.
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Morning Quiet Time |
Sometimes I’m completely stumped by God’s goodness. I keep
trying to figure out a way to describe how incredible it is to be a part of
this CI trip, but my words just understate how blessed I feel. Taiwan is
beautiful, its people are beautiful, and I didn’t have a clue what kind of gift
I was in for when I set out on this trip.
Anytime God allows me to take part in His work like this, I
really struggle with feeling inadequate for the role – not in a humble way that
highlights God’s strength, but an insecure way that makes me focus on myself
and worry. As familiar as I am with this situation, you would think I’d
recognize it immediately as an opportunity to acknowledge my weakness and ask
for God’s strength, but it usually takes a series of unfortunate events to get me to that point.
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Working on songs in small group |
I ended the first CI evening surprised by how difficult it
was to teach through a translator and how much harder it is to connect with
kids when you can’t speak their language. I felt like everything I tried to do
that night was a total fail (I’m actually not exaggerating, it really was
pathetic) and I left a little irritated with God for setting me up for failure
by sending me here. My night ended in sending some dramatic “woe is me” texts
to my family, and a sad little prayer that tomorrow wouldn’t be quite as awful.
The next morning, I was reading of how Jesus selected his
twelve disciples and then sent them out into the villages to heal the sick,
cast out demons, and preach without him. The kind of men he chose always
strikes me as interesting: fishermen, a tax collector, and a man who seemed to have
his foot in his mouth more often than not. Jesus intentionally picked out a
group of men who were inadequate and gave them a task outside of their own
abilities, but then He gave them His power to carry it out.
That’s the way God works. If He calls, He enables. His power
is there just waiting on us to ask Him for it, waiting on us to give Him the
credit that He deserves.
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Silliness is a universal language. |
Sometimes I just need to be reminded of what I’m always
telling other people – we really can’t do it in our own strength. Thankfully, the
past couple of weeks have gone so much smoother than that first night! It’s
been fun figuring out how to communicate in ways that don’t involve using
words. It’s also fun to have seven-year-olds give you Chinese lessons . . . and
then laugh at your pitiful attempts (I still don’t hear the difference between
what they’re saying and I’m repeating).
We have one full day left of our CI in Tainan before we head
of for our final week in Taipei. Please pray that every child would see and
accept God’s love and truth before leaving tomorrow evening. We don’t want to
miss any opportunity to show them Jesus, and we want to see Him finish the work
that He’s already started this week.
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Charity Roberts |